Continuing with Altea unpublished part 4 of 27/03/20
I take the the story from Sunday night ……
I got into the bed, so happy …
And since I don’t want to read news, social media, or whattsupps, I was lying on my back thinking …
And suddenly it occurred to me to know what had happened to the soccer league, if my Real Madrid will ever play again …
I put the Marca news paper on the mobile … and that it went straight to the jaw, and that it directly knocked me out
That the government was going to prolong the “house arrest” that we are suffering, for another 15 days minimum!
Until mid April ..
And that is what they want us to believe, because in a few days they will say that another 15, and others …
Do you know what happened to me?
The first thing..
I jumped out of bed to go for a walk because the stress I felt was horrible!
Those who have ever suffered it, know what I am talking about, and those who haven’t, cannot even imagine it!
The despair you feel is appalling!
Well friends, if that were not enough, the SECOND thing happened to me!
I do not know if due to the excessive humidity that we have had for quite a few days, or due to the lack of normal daily activity in my work, due to the fact that we do not leave the house (despite the fact that I do my exercises every day), or simply because of the sudden movement what I did when I got out of bed,
the fact is that my dear back gave me a trip that I was bent, and it is literal .. I was completely twisted!
Amazing! And of course, you can’t imagine the pain!
What I was missing!
Everything that happened later, I leave to your imagination ..
But listen to me, imagine the worst and above all the most comical!
With claustrophobia, you need to move, and I could NOT move due to the pain!
I had it a little screwed, right?
If it had not been so bad, the situation was to burst out laughing!
You can do it, imagine the situation and laugh a little.
DAY 11 Monday, March 23
Dawn raining …
And they go how many days?
It seems to me, or is that I do not remember such bad weather in Altea and so many days in a row ..
Perhaps since I am under minimums, everything bad seems very bad and, above all, very long in time!
As you probably imagined, the night I spent wasn’t the best.
also with what we should not take Ibuprofen …
Monday, over crooked and in pain, with rain …
And to complete it in the afternoon I went to the supermarkets (in the morning I don’t even go crazy) and I didn’t find ANYTHING of what we usually eat…
The animals continue to catch everything in the morning … disgusting!
Notice how it would be that I did not write a single line, nor did I work on the web … nothing at all.
Dinner as usual (hello Enrique …)
DAY 12 Tuesday March 24
And they go how many days?
Another one, disgusting!
The day looked bad
And I got up worse!
Rain, rain and more rain … horrible!
Bad milk day = production 0
At 10 I went to bed, and while Cecilia locked herself in her study to listen to music (glory to her, because she fills her brain with music and then sleeps like a blessed), I was martyred in bed.
And at that moment, lying on the bed and warm … that’s when I screw it up.
I started to give the “moviola”…. everything I did before and can no longer do, (first mistake: I think about the past)
I started to see how little I can do locked up here (second mistake: I think about the present)
And to complete, I started to imagine what I will do when this loop ends (third mistake: I think about the future), and this is when I start to see all BLACK, BLACK AND VERY BLACK.
Could I be depressed?
Or is there simply NO need to think ?, NOTHING.
function like an automaton, like a robot … that would be ideal in these cases!
But as that is NOT possible because we are human beings and although many use the head wrongly …
And I particularly and against my philosophy, at that time I only thought about the negative.
Suddenly the world fell apart ..
And I started to cry, yes, to cry like a child.
Suddenly I felt like a child, totally unprotected, weak and vulnerable.
All the stress, all the fear and all the loneliness that was inside came to light.
Because when you realize that no matter how much you are surrounded by people, loved ones and all the paraphernalia in the world, before God or fate (according to each one wants to imagine or feel) we are alone, more alone than one, to at the mercy of something we don’t control, and against which we can do absolutely NOTHING.
At that moment, you realize the dimension of life.
You can already have all the money in the world, or all the power, that when the time comes, nothing and nobody will be able to do anything for you.
Therefore friends, let’s stop nonsense and live, which is two days.
When I released all the accumulated tension with tears, I fell asleep easily.
Day 13 Wednesday March 25
And they go how many days?
Waking up, seeing the bad weather and getting up in a bad mood, was the same thing
When you have so little to think about, you also get overwhelmed with very little, for that reason I don’t want to retire, I would become an old curmudgeon!
Fortunately, exercise and showering improve the outlook, because if not, poor Cecilia, although she has it easy, and locks herself in her study and plays …
In short, I do not think it is very original in my moods.
I suppose that more than one will suffer the same, or similar.
Today at least I started writing the blog. That is a good sign.
In the afternoon I went to Altea shopping again.
Great because no one is there.
Logical, there is nobody because they do not leave anything in the morning either.
Mercadona according to which section, razed.
The cashier tells me that they open at 9 and there are already people waiting in line.
I say? They have nothing better to do than go shopping for food? And all together in the morning?
Obviously not, hahaha
I wanted to buy something at the hardware store and it turns out that it is one of the shops that does not open.
Until there everything is correct
But I ask myself, why do they allow the workers to work on the site (plumbers, electricians, etc.) if then they cannot buy parts anywhere?
Does this half alarm state have any logic?
And they do not allow to open to the car workshops.
What if the doctor, nurse, firefighter, police, supermarket employee, etc., the car breaks down and they cannot go to work?
Now I just found out that the government is rectifying again and now two people can go in a car but sitting one in front and the other behind.
Return to the new Smart with the cart.
I go to bed, it is very cold.
It seems that tomorrow is going to be a good day, although it is cold. We’ll see
Day 14 Thursday March 26
The weather has changed
My body knows
So today I woke up early (7.45)
I have much more energy,
We will see the humor, because if I have little energy, I am usually a little grumpy but rather tame, however when I have energy I am more bossy and decisive, let’s say with little patience. And very feisty!
Taking advantage of the fact that I am more energetic, I have cleaned my room, changed the sheets and put the wardrobe in order … (I have thrown a lot of clothes that I have not used for years) and I also hope to continue with more cleaning in the house later.
Today I am nostalgic …
In this state of “house arrest” that we have (it turns out that Health now recognizes that they knew of the danger of the coronavirus before 8M, they will be bastards)
I have started to remember all the places that I cannot go to now, and that I used to do regularly before:
The morning coffee in Miau
The afternoon coffee in the International
Dinner in the Lab
Hamburguer in The Grill
Excellent meat in Ca Joan
Nice drink at Bay Club
Coffee with “home made” cake in Quinoa café
Good italian “pasta” in la Bruschetta
Dinner in Live (4 elementos)
Dinner at Mariano’s garden (Il Giardino)
Dinner at Noa Lounge (now Freddy is going to open a bomb in Albir, I’ll tell you)
Snack at L’Antiga Rebosteria
Snack at la Filarmonica de Altea o Altea la Vella
Home made ice cream at QVO
And how are we going to stay with these hairs?
We do not have a hairdresser, and it is better that a tooth does not hurt, not even a callus …
Well, let’s think positive and …
Let’s imagine that everything will change, for the better.
New world order, economic, political (I think a good one will be built when we get out of this), health and of course labor.
And in real estate, I don’t even tell you!
The 2009 crisis is going to be a laugh compared to this one.
Those who want to sell, prepare to go down, and a lot …
Especially in second home.
There will be very few buyers and they will have the pan by the handle …. in every way
The new construction will come out better and easier
As always, the smartest will line up and the majority, you know….
We continue next week … and confined at least until April 11!
I leave you with a very nice image
They don’t care about confinement or bad weather …
They are happy to be where they are!
Don’t you think we should follow their example?
Let’s think a little bit
Have a good weekend